Wednesday, November 04, 2009
Si bei sianz... today alone again... yilin not feeling well again so she didn't come. Dunno real or not... She 'Bang Sey' me... Sigh! Sob! =(
Lunch gotta eat alone... sianz~ Ta bao bak... sigh!
Sometimes I wonder why there's no such nice admin girl who will come to work everyday with no problems at all... (Ahem, like me) everyday sure come to work unless sick. Sigh! Its so boring at work lately... and I'm not feeling good/happy. I miss the past mths working here... when there's Rain around. Without her, its like the whole office is dead. And now me alone with that stupid lizard which just came back from vacation I suppose... stupid lizard keep shouting,groaning,screaming... dunno what happen... Argh!~ Super sianz~ I finished my work fast early morning and now... am slacking again... gonna play Bejeweled all day as today is Wed... the score will be reset. Still, am no.1 cuz yilin didn't play. Now both of my boss all focus MCP more... feel so neglected~ This is not a good feeling especially in a grp. Now am talking to myself... oh well~ this coming friday heard Rain said boss gonna organised KTV but dunno where... yilin was asking me whether I will go. I say no. I don't feel like going... I don't like to go out at night or after work. I don't have the habit. I love to go home. I love my house, my home, my room whatever lah.... Maybe because I don't feel so close with them and I got nothing much to talk... as the topics with them are different. It doesn't link. Yilin also don't feel like going either, she got the same feeling as me. Oh well~ Perhaps am just not a social type of person. I don't really mixed around with people well. At times I'm always alone... and I like. I enjoy traveling to work alone and going back alone because I don't feel bored at all with my MP4.
Aww~ I miss my Sawu already... Sob!
Am different; Neglection
