Sunday, April 06, 2008
Yesterday I was busy working whole day.... its was a very stressful day for me and a upset day for me... I cried when I bak home... I feel sad... I dunno why I juz feel like crying... talking on phone with dearie... and let all my sorrowfulness out~ Piano muz be shocked to see me like tat... because I always laff and laff... if I cry, sth serious is happening.... Well... I really hate wrking outside as sales promotor... I am not good at it... I got serious prob handling a bunch of big crowd... and somemore I'm not familiar with the sticker machine and it kips giving me problem... and customers are waiting quite impatiently... I dunno wat to do... am all alone at a counter and my colleague is also busy with her customer.... nobody help me... am too stress... I nearly 'Peng Kui' there... I feel like crying but I kip it... I try to endure... and am so tired... I haven't got my pay chq and lotsa bills are waitin to pay off... Am so stress up! I'm having financial prob... and my bank only left 10 or 20 bucks?! I'm regret to get Champagne and MM stock bak last time... if not I still have more than a hundred... but on the other hand I want them~ If ever I got magic power to make $ out... I no nid to be so tough, wrk and wrk... ended up not happy... Sigh Sigh Sigh~ I think I can't get MJ.... I'm so sad... I dun have mood to eat yesterday... I think it was my first time din eat whole day...?! And even din eat whole day, I also wun feel hungry at all... I only ate a bread with milo early in the morning... the late afternoon, my colleague, Jameel came... and he treats me cupcorn and coffee....
Am different; Neglection
