Well well well its been quite awhile since I update... Sigh! sch had reopen 2 weeks... and let me tell u, this 2 weeks had not been a very happy and good time for me lah...cuz there seems my class had become alot of rivals and everywhere will got ppl backstabbing at u one loh... Its very sad cuz I always like my class so much when I was in second yr but things aren't going that smoothly till I reach third yr which is my final yr in NAFA... I feel so sad when I noe that my class is not as close as second yr before... Since the second day of the sch reopen... things start to change... Terrible and disaster is coming to my class... Its always a unite and happy family class but dunno why it ended up till like this... I hate this feeling but I have no choice... my life in this class is fixed. There's nth I can do about it... Zu he wen ti zhen de shi hen tao yan de shi qing... Wei shen moi... Dositek ne?! I really dun understand some ppl loh... really... why have to make it so terrible and miserable for the class... why?! One word to describe is SELFISH! Yes it is.. human is natural to be selfish... and yet my class have selfishness smell spreading around... I really hate this smell... And also smell alot of ppl who are actually acting in front of u... Alot of actors and actresses around...alot of social conflicts...alot of unhappiness, alot of hateness, alot of...... sigh........ I'm a very revengeful type of person if u happen to noe me closely lah... whoever treats me bad or backstabbing me... I will noe...dun care hw I will noe... I will promise myself that I will make u suffer like hw u treated me... make u suffer like living in hell.. I can be very cruel wicked in front of u if u making me out of nerve... I can even do something which u will not believe... I can CURSE u to death and CURSE u always... CURSE and DESTROY u slowly and slowly behind of u...... I easily get raging when I heard sth bad abt me and ppl complaining bad abt me which I dun find tat I am wrong loh...... Bu shi hen li hai de ren jiu bie zhuang zhe zhe moi li hai mah..jia li hai... kan le dou tao yan...Jiu xiang lao shi men sheng bian de yi tiao ha pa gou! Dog ah... excuse me.. ahem! BAKEIRO ah! How I wish I got supernatural powers and I can do sth to hurt and destroy whom I depise... if ren jia acting I can oso acting back... Yi ya huan ya mah... simple as tat... Just tell u bie rang wo de wai biao gei meng pian le.. Wo bu shi ni meng xiang xiang(4) de na mei dan chun tian zhen... I have a wicked heart actually let me tell u all honestly!!! Dun believe ask my bf... he got those 'best' treatment from me alot of times... having a bad-tempered and always raging feel... u wun easily get off from my hands... I think I'm gonna be real kayako... full of Grudge... Yuan hen...I will kill all of them who comes into my hse... Ren yu ren zi jian de jiu fen... Dun click tat means dun click... but no choice have to click together to fulfil the sch needs... I seriously swear to god and satan wateva lah tat I really depise my XXXXX.... Bloody hell fuckers... All are Fuckers!! All go to hell.... All the families Doom! All the ghosts haunts XXXXX! All help me take revenge!! All jz simply fuck the hell off!!! Tat's it! I'm gonna stop!
