Neglected

Thursday, June 23, 2005

Wah Biang ehh...sometimes really v.pissed off with my DAD ah... he ah... really nothing to say ah... One word to describe -USELESS!!! Everything dunno then spoil sth still blame on others... Everything wans my mum to pay $, everything wans my mum to do these do that and to teach him hw to cook and hw to do other hsehold things... Baka and useless bum I shall said... Yeah why I like that say my own dad cuz I dislike him loh... Not only me the youngest dun like..my 2nd sis oso have the same thinking as me ah... Like what actually happen today is he spoil the recorder cuz he dunno anyhw rewind forward and backward and dunno press what button till spoil somemore blame on my mum said its her fault loh... I mean hw can he like tat loh... Oso stubborn too, when ppl say its wrong, he kips thinking its right then actually sorry loh, its wrong de...its u dunno hw only... Then nothing find sth to do making everyone so pissed off... Today actually my sis and mum wan to go for happy shopping de then he wans to go for interview de... What happen leh.. the recorder things change everything and ruin my sis's plan... She of cuz v.pissed off lah... we both complain and tok bad abt him... Then nw have to waste time and money to go and repair tat stupid recorder if really spoil have to buy a new one leh..all the money and credits all my mum pay leh... he leh? NTH!!! Only noe hw to stand there seesee... din even noe hw to help and somemore command ppl to do things for him ah... Excuse me, its ur fault loh for making so much shit out... Then nw jobless liao wan to go find job...rather give up the interview today and acc my mum and sis shopping ah...my sis of cuz not happy lah cuz wat she wans is only mum and her go...not him! Too bad...things really changed then nw they all have to go out to repair the recorder, waste time and money really! Fucked off!!! He really v.jialat manz... the most capable thing for him is only noe hw to blame on other ppl when he knew its his fault... Like example, last tues, my mum said what happen to the kitchen toliet flush, then he quickly blame on me said its me loh who did tat... Hey excuse me loh, its u loh, not me, I din even touch tat stupid flush liao, I always use pail of water to slpash de... then I oso faster say back said sorry ah not my fault ah! See lah... blame on others again...today oso... its all his faults!!! My mum always said he v.good... haiz.. ok lah...sometimes good lah but mostly bad one loh... I dunno lah..really pissed off with him sometimes ah... am not close to him anyway... I know he oso not tat like me too...
Cuz when young I heard tat he asked my mum to give me away to rich family but my mum dun wan dun bear it cuz its her own child mah... U all see lah... so cruel.. if he really did tat and when I knew it I will Hate him forever but not my mum! If I graduate nxt yr, I lucky found a good job with good paid then when I get paid I will give my mum $300 and him leh... $100 no nid so much lah... he always spent on 4D... useless one... Use my money buy 4D then lose it all away..what for I wan to give him so much leh.. My hard earn money rather give alot to my mum but not him loh... my sis oso like tat think... she jz got her last paid 600 plus and she told me she dun wan to give him any money liao only give my mum money... I say Good job! She should do it like that... Sigh aiyah dun wan tok abt him liao lah... well yesterday got my results le.. he he he I can passed and go to third yr...
yippeee... I got 2 As, 12 Bs, 11 Cs, 3 Ds... G.P.A is 2.51.. Quite satisfied with my results loh, I told my mum and sis, they said not bad...kip it up... I din even told my dad..aiyah he heck care one lah...what for tell him... Then I hope can get reward from my aunties to get me piano phone which I always wanted for a long time... sigh from $238 drop till $138 still can't get it... :( Holidays still left 17 days for me to lexlex... So long le, din even go out... cuz my face loh, still haven recover..sigh!!! And 20 days din mit my bf liao...acutally tml want to mit him de but then when I look at my face, my mood become sian liao... tml I cancel miting him liao... Ok lah..talk till here...Pissed off!

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