Saturday, May 07, 2005
Haiz.... nw i really believe there's rebritution (BAO YING) exist in this world... Today watch a local drama on ch 8 morning 10am, its about daughter in law & mother in law... the husband is in overseas wrking & left the wife at home facing the old woman. The old woman gossips to her kakis on hw the wife treating her, torture her... this is nt true loh... as wat i'd seen this show. The at the end even cursed the wife & her baby cuz she gt pregnant. When the wife gt pregnant, the old woman din even feel happy abt it & kip giving her stress & black face. One nite, the wife cannot take it & she overheard the old woman toking to her kakis over phone (gossip her), she quarrel with the old woman... its was raining heavily & got thunder... on anger, the wife scolded the old woman to leave her hse & go to her elderest son's hse stay. The old woman was v.angry & cursed her.. will got rebritution. From what I'd seen this show, which actually lead me to a marriage phobia.... I was wondering will I be like her in the future when I get married... If I really married to my dearie, I dunno what will happen to me... cuz he once told me he wanted to stay with his parent when he married... I dunwan but he said have to listen to him. I no choice jz listen but in my heart, I was thinking I won't married to him le. Although his mum din said dun like me & we get along quite well... only not close with his dad (same as my own dad)... but who knows in the future leh?! If I married to him & get to live together with his parents, then tat's different story le... perhaps might not get well loh... His mum oso abit weird I find cuz from what I see I know. When she gets angry, I cannot go to his hse cuz heard my bf said she will anyhw scold ppl who are innocent oso... so have to avoid goin to his hse & have to stay outside shopping. Then even best is call my bf halfway when we are having fun outside, asking him to come hme asap for no particular reason. Then when reach hme, she then told him nth much. Frustrated bf even best scolded his mum... U see lah, hw am i going to be in the future when staying together with his parents?! If he cannot move out after getting married, I may not married this kind of ppl loh. Perhaps jz break off with him & stay single & live with my 2nd sis in my hse. Cuz this hse am staying, my parents said will give my 2nd sis... & my sis oso hope that I will acc. her till old jz like my 2 aunties...they oso din get married... cuz kena object a relationship once by my grandma. I really dunno, sometimes jz feel disappointed when I see all those in laws affair. My eldest sis I nt v.sure whether she gets well with her mother in law but so far I see, is alright. As for my 3rd sis, lucky her hubby's mum is dead if not I guess she sure wun gets well with his hubby's mum, cuz she herself is already bad-tempered girl le. So fierce yet kind-hearted (cuz she's a christian) sis like her, easily to get jealous & wanted the best. Also haughty in other hand, always wanted to fight with my eldest sis, see who treat my parents the best... I dunno lah... they really funny... jealous of each other... Like today my 3rd sis will bring my parents & me to East coast for seafood meal, then I told my eldest sis, she was like huh? Why nv jio me? Hahaha~ I was like true loh, is it call rebritution? Cuz she herself oso like tat treat me mah but I forget it le, I din not get angry anymore... She din even thinks of us mah... nv even jio us go overseas play mah.. then why she expect my 3rd sis will jio her?! Maybe this is so called Bao Ying... To let herself taste what ppl had actually kena b4. Meaning hw she treat ppl tat way, she will get the same way she treated ppl... Understand?! Sigh! Looks like I seems having probs at hme... lucky in sch nope, so far get along well with my classmates... I feel happy when am in sch... My frens are all so nice & good... But some of them I not really like lah.... dunno jz dun like haha... Anyway I'd written so much... I feel so tired, I have to go bak my projs stuff.... Sigh!!!
Am different; Neglection
