Thursday, May 05, 2005
Wah lau ehh.... si bei fed-up~ Frustrated!!! Today got a damn fucking news frm sis.... She told me tat my parents are going to China this end of mth..... Wah, I heard it, face become BLACK~ :( I was not happy & supportive loh.... My eldest sis lah, she v.bias leh.... everytime only bring my parents go overseas play, & always left me out!!! This is not the first time loh, first go japan disneyland then go new zealand, then tat time said wan to go hongkong but din...Fuck! :( Give the same old excuse tat is I will gt chance in the future... Fuck up lah!!! I got chance go?! If got, I already gone liao loh........ DAMN it! Na bei chao chi bai~ FUCK!!!!!! I v.angry nw!!! Then somemore go, go dunno 10 days or more ah.... Damn! If I got chance to go in the future... I dunno whether I have tat fucking life to go overseas liao... I mean u will nv noe what tml happens, maybe u walk to the road kena car knocked then die, or maybe kena accident then die leh? U WILL NEVER KNOW SO DUN SAID SO 'NICELY' STILL GOT CHANCE IN THE FUTURE!!! Trust me, NO loh!!! Really! Damn it! Somemore is my sch holidays leh... small request oso wun bring me go play. Really Bias!!! Really jia lat! Really Bad!!! I will be spending these fucking days with my second sis... have to headache the food, clothes etc.... Really headache..why muz they go for holidays? Why? Why not me? Why its them? I am jealous of course.. When I see ppl got gd things & I dun have, I will not happy! Fuck! I really feel like dying nw!!! I got so many projs all haven finished, & my assessment is on 16/5. Hw am I going to live like tat.... I really hate it when ppl gets alot of chance to go overseas play.....but not me! WHY? I kip asking myself, why I dun have tat life to go overseas enjoy?! Why? I dun have $$ is it because the reason? Sigh! I really dun like it! I dun like the feeling...I feel like crying nw! Whenever I am v.angry with sth, I will surely feel like crying... but I ctrl! I guess I wun have tat life to go overseas.... I guess my future man oso wun brings me to overseas enjoy cuz he himself oso no $$$... I really hate it! I think if I married oso wun have honeymoon... The moral of this blog is I WUN HAVE THIS KIND OF LIFE TO GO OVERSEAS ENJOY!!! Tat's it! Full Stop! Fucked off!!!
Am different; Neglection
