Haiz Haiz Haiz...... this week starts to stress liao.... going to be damn busy le... so many homewrk & assignments to do.... my stories actually have but kena rejected!!! Cuz too boring & dunno lah...sth like animation loh...then I was like fire in my head tat tue... so I go bak to my own desk with black face then kip quiet... I wasn't feeling tat good abt it..cuz this particular teacher always reject my story... last time my animation story oso like tat.... dunno lah, like v.difficult to approve one loh... so fuck up... >:( Hate it!!! Imagine u have to think of so many stories then after been rejected & u have to re-think again.... Wah~ damn it! I really dun like loh but bo bian.... sigh!~ Nw almost every of my subject nid to think story manz.... stupid! And also gt grp work.. I dun have so many stories leh...excuse me?! My brain nw kips having headache.... I dunno why...been thinking alot of my story.. I also asking my dearie to help me think..... Thanks dearie~ But this time I really hope will kena approve leh....ar bo I kip thinking & changing me story i will fed-up & give up..then I will heck the hell care out..... & forget abt kena approve or wat, I will do wat I Like in my story!!!! I mean it!!! I'm tat kind whereby u dun kip forcing me do wat I dun like for a lot of times, I will get real fuck-up loh.... Its like up to a limit liao loh.... please loh, dun force me loh.. I already try v.hard to think of a story liao loh...jz hope can accept loh... seen other example frm seniors... nth wat...their storyline I see liao oso dun understand mah... what the hell they did manz.... doesn't make sense...wat window...what mtv....with jz a guy face....wah lau ehh.. I really dun understand loh.... BIAS~ Tat's the word I should describe ba~ yeah! And hor.... regarding abt CCF things..already so busy with tat..almost everyday after sch, stay back discuss...... really tired.....I really feel tired~ I hope I wun concase during the busy last semester. Already so stress-up till my face have a few pimples pop out again.... sigh!~ :( I hate it! I hate kena rejected! I hate this feeling, I dun feel good.......... So sad~ My 3D homewrk haven do manz...actually tues wanted to do but then reached hme already so tired liao then cannot face anymore computer...whole day in sch facing computer....go hme dun even have tat feeling to do wrk... sigh! I'd already 2 days din online at hme le.... This week really tiring & busy I find.... Tml is last day of the 2nd week liao, so fast manz... tml go sch in the morning "Zho Bo", then after lsn go practise the play we are doing today in AVP lsn...tat's fun thou... I did enjoy..but not afternoon's lsn...really slpy & tiring.... Damn! Sometimes I really wanted to scold/scream out loud...let all my unhappiness gone..... U see I always smile but then deep inside my heart, I dun feel tat happy loh..... I dunno why... there's some many things am jealous abt... Sigh~............................
