Saturday, February 26, 2005
Tired Tired Tired ne~~ Yestday was damn tiring..... Finally get to finish the QTVR thingy... now left 4 more projs to rush manz.... All thanks to Shiyi for helping me yestd abt the Final QTVR. Also not forget MAD, she taught me some steps use in photoshop to make the effect out nicenice. ke ke ke.... well yestd stay in sch till 8pm...after that meet Dearie. Went to have dinner with him at BK near Sim lin Sq.... After that take cab to tampines mall, shop awhile then he walked me home. Actually wanted to go to Seng Kang Compass pt there shop but its too late to go there as I ended my wrk at 8pm. Nvm, nxt time then go loh... wah yestd hor, I really feel difference leh... I mean I nv felt so tired b4... I was totally so shack... My body reacts differently. After I reached home not long ago, I was playing Habbo again. Until 11pm, My body starts to aching & my eyes are heavy... I can feel difference that my body is not wrking right for me. Then I went to sleep ard 11.30pm. Even my mum bought my fave supper- Satay, I dun even feel like eatin it. My family were so surprise...hw come this girl dun wan to eat her fave satay...and went to slp le... I really very slpy & tired & din even tok to them much... quickly log off internet then went to bed slp.... Then more worse to come...Ard 3am... I started to shiver thruout the nite during my sleep.Terrible... I dunno why my body react like this...it nv happen to me in my life b4... I din care much cuz already so tired...I continue shiver while slping... I woke up ard 3.30am, went to toliet & drink water then go back to slp... After a while then manage to go to dreamland. I feel weak. This morning ard 9am, I woke up...thinking I should feel more better. But I'm wrong. I went to toliet, after that my head feel very heavy & giddy... my legs no energy for me to stand up straight. I feel damn slpy & go bak to rest on my bed till 10am then woke up again help my sister rec the top 20 show then went bak to bed slp one hr, woke up at 11am, wanted to go wash up. But when I went to the basin, I suddenly felt I wan to went concase/blackout... My head feels giddy & heavy... I quickly went to my bed & sit on it rest a while... I dunno why like that... then after I rest a while, ard 11.10am, I went to watch the last episode of the japanese drama on ch 8. Then I felt better... I went to wash up & had my brunch which my dad bought for me Nasi Lemak. I drink a cup of coffee go with tat... Feels muchmuch better le... I complain this to my Dearie... he ask me to rest in bed whole day, dun do anything... He said maybe yestd I facing computer whole day in aircon room, weather too hot, I not enuff rest then will be like this... I oso thinks the same... Maybe yestd I stay in aircon room facing the PC whole day till nite then after that I went hme & face PC again... tat's y my body reacts like this. I tot I was goin to die le cuz my body nv felt so different like this b4. Ever noe that u can noe ur life is long or short? I heard that on ur palm, got a line called Life line. Short line means u have a short life, Long line means u have a longer life. Mine is short line... I know I won't live till very old. Infact I dun wan oso. Planning to live till 50+ tat's it le. If not longer a bit, 60+ oso can. I'm not afraid of death. I have to face it if my time is here... I dunno why am I talking this nw... Sometime I dun react like myself... it seems that something had pocessed my body... I can't feel myself. Sometimes I feel crazy/mad...usually when I'm tired, I intend to say those weird stuff... I oso likes talking to myself when I'm alone. I find it weird too... My frens all said hw come I like those horror stuff, I oso dunno hw to ans them, I just love it. I oso dunno why... Ke Ke Ke Ke............ Alright I think I'll write until here. I have to go do my other projs le. Sianz~~ Have a good weekend! ^^v
Am different; Neglection
