Tuesday, November 07, 2006
Hmmm I wonder is there something happen to my colleague..... she seems different since yesterday.... maybe something from her home happen... I dare not ask too much just kip quiet.... She always talks to me whenever Dennis is not in the office... but since yesterday onwards... she kept real quiet and just do work.... Tat's weird.... I also dun wan to care too much and also kept quiet.... I only tok to Dennis these days..... hmmm.... Maybe I guess she muz be real sian or tired that she everyday have to go out to alot of places bah.... O_o?
Well since she suddenly 180 degree change, I also heck..... but also good cuz I can concentrate on my work.... because she can be quiet noisy, kip talking to me non-stop.... real irritating...haha.... Although seems abit weird and uneasy now but nvm lah.... anyway I had been a habit to be all alone with no one talking to me style.... so its okay..... Right now I think I might have given some bad points or image to my boss cuz due to some of the works I did are not tat good.... sigh! But anyway... just pretend tat there's nth happen.... I try to finish wateva job they gave me and also try not to give them problems.... Although now I kinda free but still, got some job to do....I always tell myself... dun think so much on the bad side.... but sometimes just can't help it.... Well..... wat can I said.... Whenever I reach home, I felt am back to my own self... whenever am outside or at work.... am different.... I talk less, behave as quiet as can be and when I reach home, I can laff out loud and talk alot with my family esp Piano..... I just love to stay at home all day.... I hate to go out.... Its been 4 mths since am all alone outside.... earning money to support family too.... Now only am the one who gave my mum and dad $.... so I muz work hard... I like this job am wrking now although the place abit......... low down but then the job I like it doesnt matter.... I argee my boss, he told me not only big company have so call "Ren Ji Jiu Fen"... even small company also have... and tats depend on the person u wrking with..... Now u ask me if I wan to wrk with alot of ppl or only me and boss... I would choose only me and dennis and diana wrking..... At least most of the time they are out, am all alone taking care of the office, I felt half "boss" and likes it.... but I noe can be real bored and lonely.... I had experience one mth before.... But since my colleague came... the office has been noisy.... and still I prefer to wrk alone... at least..... u wun get to quarrel or see each other black face.... Well.... now I try not to think so much.... just let everything go smoothly.... Even somebody treats me bad or invisible or nasty... I just let it be... I also dunno why those ppl likes to treat me like tat where I din do anything wrong.... Weird..... o_O... Today is 40th anniversary but still I felt like nth.... its just a normal boring day of wrking....... -_-..... Nxt yr, Piano said my year of zodiac is not very good.... sigh! Hopefully no bad things happen..... I wish!
Am different; Neglection
